Blah!! The two week wait is terrible!! I'm fine and everything.. but the waiting itself stinks! You play all these mind games with yourself. You google everything on the planet to see what other people have experienced. Any new symptoms must be fully evaluated and worried over. It's just so ridiculous.
Infertility just plain stinks.
I have days where I"m super optimistic "oh yeah, this totally worked!" and other days where I'm like "This didn't work. We're going to have to do this again! I hate shots!!" Okay... the shots thing is an all around "I hate shots" but figured I'd throw it in the non happy thought haha
It's not uncommon to not have any symptoms at all during these first two weeks and that's what really stinks. You think someone would throw you a bone and just show you a small sign... even taking a home test could be false (negative and positive). I'm debating on whether or not to take a home test the day I do my blood test or not.
I made my appointment for that today. It was a little odd... I told them why I needed my appointment and the first girl seemed confused. She put me on hold and then it rang and someone else picked up and it was like I started the conversation all over. It was weird.. They got it figured out and scheduled me. I love HFI but I have to admit.. this time around has been hard. The staff is all new. They don't treat things the same way. Instead of getting a phone call after you have a visit with a blood test to explain your results, you just get a little message on your patient portal and then instructions to call them to make your next appointment. Before, they'd call, you'd have them to ask questions and then you'd make your appointment and be done. Maybe it's because they've grown and have more patients? I don't know. Maybe something happened that has caused them to have to be not seem personally invested? Either way, it has just been weird. I still love Dr. G and have a ton of respect for him. It's really not a big deal with the staff and stuff- I'm just being petty. I would still recommend them to anyone needing help with infertility in a heart beat.
Anyways, we find out in 5 days. Keep us in your prayers!
In the mean time, here are the littles- who are starting PRESCHOOL soon! Can you believe that??? I'm in denial.

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