Here we go again....

We have decided to go back to Dr. Griffith to do a Frozen Embryo Transfer.  Daunting.  There are some days I wonder- am I really ready??  However, I'm at a point that I know that these things are not on my time... they are on the Lord's time.  If He waited on us to get this done on our own time- we may never do it.  Why?  Fear maybe.  Adding another little to our clan is hard to wrap my head around, but my heart knows it's right.

I have been hesitant about how public I want to be about this.  I didn't want to really create a whole new blog, but I didn't want to add this to our public blog yet.  We were so public last time- so why be private now?  To be honest, I'm scared of sharing it with everyone and then having it not be successful.

I went to see Doctor G last week for a consultation.  It felt a bit odd, all the nurses are new.  No familiar faces.  That was probably the hardest part... oh! And the fact that it's in a different location.  That's a little strange.  So this will no doubt be a very different experience.  I filled out a ton of paperwork.  Tried contacting Jon.  He was currently arriving at the Tulsa, OK airport to come home.  Let him know that I was waiting.

I was called back to see Dr. G.  I waited in the office a little bit.  I saw all of his credentials on the wall and then on the other wall was another doctor's stuff.  This doctor is one I didn't have the best experience with.  I hope I don't have to see him later on...  Anyways, Dr. G came in, we talked, showed pictures and then called Jon on speaker phone so he could be apart of it.  We decided to do a July/August transfer.  I also found out that I would need to do a hysteroscopy again.  I totally forgot about that.  It didn't even cross my mind.  I'm also up for my first mammogram this summer.  Yay.  Lots coming my way soon.

We then decided that because I was on birth control that we would go ahead and do my baseline while I was there.  That saved me another trip and a co-pay.  Lots of blood work, ultrasound... all the fun stuff.  Then I headed home to relieve the babysitter.

Since the visit I have been scheduled for my hysteroscopy for Monday the 29th of June.  That's the day after Jon's parents come home from China.  They've been there for a year teaching English.  Not the best timing, but this was really the only date that we could do AND stay in-network for our insurance without messing with our timing.  This procedure is minor, but I still have to be put under.  It's just to check that everything looks good on the inside.

I spent over a half hour on the phone with insurance today registering for authorization of infertility coverage.  Alton and Ashlyn are currently napping- although, I just heard Ashlyn kicking the wall so they're up.  Time to go get them.

I'm excited. Scared. But excited.  Knowing that there's a possibility for another little one to love on in spring 2016 makes my heart feel good.

Random fun fact:  A frozen embryo only takes 45 minutes to thaw!  Who knew??